星期一, 7月 23, 2007

[網誌] 一年

想不到這麼快就一年了.
不常寫, 但也都寫了有兩百篇. 雖然當中在混的有不少, 但認真寫的比較還算可以. 而且曾來這看過的人數也有三萬吧? 旁邊的"部落格觀察"的數字, 有二萬左右是因為那事件才來的, 所以不算數.

當初在無名小站開始寫, 是因為看了好多家不同的網誌, 發現原來華文部落格已經到了一個蠻成熟的階段. 我想現在是差不多會接觸電腦的人都會知道部落格是甚麼吧? 就算沒有在寫, 至少也有在定期看. 沒有使用RSS訂閱, 也會有幾家網誌是每天都去報到一下. 回想我當初也是在個人網頁的高峰期, 開始了我的網絡寫作. 雖然沒有好好的寫下去, 但喜歡上寫作的心卻沒有放棄. 因此有這樣的機會, 再次投入寫作也可算是意料中事.

寫了一年, 除了期間偶有心情不好而出現不想寫的情況外, 沒題材或不知該找甚麼為題而傷腦筋的情況也不少. 其實2007年開始, 因為家中發生了一些事, 所以寫作的興趣也減低了. 然後壓力不斷的增加, 四月可以算是去到了快要爆開的狀態吧? 到了七月, 更是不知有甚麼東西是適合我寫.

題材不是沒有, 但就像零食一樣, 總不能當正餐. 如果要用零碎的題材充塞成為一篇文章, 就跟吃零食吃到飽一般沒營養(雖然我經常這樣做). 其實我都一直在想, 我該走那一個主題方向? 煮食? 但我真的很懶, 而且每天工作之後實在沒啥精力再去花心思煮飯, 經常隨便的吃一下就要睡覺了. 外食? 其實也有人跟我提議說, 因為我身在多倫多, 這裡各國的美食為題的餐廳都有. 主題方向用這個會很不錯, 讀者人數要向上大幅度高升並不是問題. 這我當然明白, 但是因為我不喜歡單獨一個人去吃飯. 另外就是以此養著這個網誌, 我覺得有點本末倒置. 要是我本身就是一星期七天在外吃飯的, 每天轉換不同口味, 然後回來寫在網誌跟大家分享, 這還可以. 但我一星期大概才外吃兩次左右, 而且很多時候都是跟家人一起去"飲茶"或是吃一般的午餐, 我不悶, 看的人也悶唄~

我想有一天我可以中了彩票, 然後全心全意的以經營網站, 可以好好的發展多方面的題材. 但這是空想, 因為我覺得我沒那種命. 所以我希望網誌上的廣告可以替我賺點錢吧? 但點擊率超低, 加上有很多人還用了阻擋廣告(JAVASCRIPT)的程式, 結果到現在我只賺取到十八塊, 還不夠我一星期的汽車油錢. 唉...

先這樣, 等一下再想起甚麼再補充好了.

26 則留言:

  1. 恭喜蛋兄囉!

    寫網誌就輕鬆寫吧!大家也輕鬆看啦!
    別給自己太大壓力囉!

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  2. 遇到瓶頸了吧?
    不想寫就別寫囉。
    反正我有rss。你有更新我都看的到。
    ^_______^

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  3. 應該這麼說啦!想寫的時候就快樂寫!不想寫的時候就好好休息,寫Blog別當成工作吧!

    生活開心最重要!

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  4. Congrats on your First Anniversary!!

    I totally agreed with "Ah Cheung" -being happy is more important than anything else. If blogging is an interest/ hobby to you, it s/b sth of leisure rather than responsibility.

    You mentioned some "problems" at home. I hope things have improved over the past few months. Remember you're not the only one that has problems at home or at work. Everyone has it. It's just that some ppl don't talk about it. Check out if your company's fringe benefit program include sth called "EAP" - Employee Assistance Program that provides conselling svc to a variety of personal problems.

    Try to think positive. I always tell myself "tomorrow will be a better day". That keeps me going.

    I hope you'll make it through.

    :)

    P.S. Still haven't reached any "Pro" level for Wii Sports.... We have been indulged into Mario Party of 8.

    Yes! Machine's been "mod" successfully. so far, so good - Touch wood!!

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  5. 阿祥: 壓力不是來自網誌啦~
    看到網誌很久沒更新, 我的"無力感"比較嚴重.
    哈~~

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  6. tang: 瓶頸, 大概是我自己做成的吧?
    :)
    倒不是"不想"寫, 而是想寫卻很懶, 不願動.

    訂閱的人才三十多個, 我在想到底有多少有沒用RSS.

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  7. 阿祥: 沒有當成工作, 但是久久不更新, 有點不自在. 算是一點奇怪的責任感?
    我想玩Wii的DQ劍神!!

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  8. redideal: Thanks.
    Yeah, I know~ i guess i kinda feel it more like a responsibility...
    weird.

    the "Problem" isn't what you think. but thanks for your suggestion.

    well, key word being on "try", and i'm always trying...

    where did you get it mod? how much? I just can't stand it every game is at $59.99 and I just don't think I can buy them all~
    (cooking mama is for sale at $49.99 this week.)
    ha~

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  9. 的確!久未更新部落格,真的會有種焦慮感啊XD…這就是被制約的感覺嗎?

    (看來我的影片有吸引到人哦…DQS真的不錯玩…雖然很多人都嫌劇情太短、關卡太少…不過還好我玩得很慢XD)

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  10. Hubby took it to Pacific Mall. He said there's (or s/b) only 1 of its kind left. It's been there for a very long time. The funny thing is we don't know the name!!! Duh! $100 - mod+5 games of choice.

    Cooking Mama is fun too!! But stay away from it if you're on diet or late at night. It makes us hungry after playing..... Big brain is not bad neither. Wii Play is a lot of fun as well. My favorites are "Find Mii" and "Fishing".

    So many games, so little time!

    P.S. Keep trying!! Everyday is a brand new day! Everyday will be a better day!!

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  11. Oops! Forgot to mention the location of that mod place. It's by the Kennedy Rd (the side w/ glass doors and panels).

    :)

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  12. 阿祥:你這樣說, 好像有點苦惱/麻煩是自找的感覺... XD

    也不全是你的影片的關係吧~ (我只看了第一段) 說到底DQ也是日本國民RPG, 我這崇日的怎麼能不玩呢~
    (DQ8還沒有玩完.)

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  13. redideal: I don't think I can tell if there is a name for that place or not...haha.
    is it the one at the south side? last time I ask them, they said it's $150 + 3games. I guess they lowered the price or your husband knows the place?

    Cooking Mama looks very interesting...

    hmm...I guess I will go ask them again for the price and probably mod it soon...well...better start downloading some of the new game that just came out.

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  14. According to hubby, there's only one store in the mall left that does video games business. This one has been around for quite a long time. We don't know the owner personally. We did, however, take some friends to that place to buy consoles or do modifications. He said the original price s/b $120 & then he tried to refresh his memories that he took some friends over there before. The owner then dropped the price to $100. He gave a receipt to us with the serial# written in front of us. The console was ready to be picked up the next day.

    BTW, our machine was mod around June 29, I think.

    Maybe you can tell them you're referred by Alex. See if you'll get the same deal. Good luck!!

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  15. redideal: I guess they already lowered the price from $150 (I think it was back in March)

    great, I will go check it out this weekend, so that I can play some japanese games.

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  16. 蛋治你想太多了吧
    想到什麼就寫什麼呀
    又不是辦報紙或寫書
    其實網路上的讀者最喜歡看一些生活上的事情
    倒不一定是要什麼有意義的大事

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  17. 不過如果要我點"菜"的話
    我對你的工作滿有興趣的
    我記得好像是飛機維修??
    畢竟這方面的人很少呀

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  18. saoriwu: 我一直認為想太多是我的優點耶~ (逃)
    我是覺得我的生活蠻枯燥的, 真的沒啥好說的~

    飛機管理及維修, 很惱人的, 但妳想聽, 那我就說說吧.

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  19. 剛剛留的沒出來..

    我也想過要用外食當主題
    後來覺得那要資金很雄厚才辦得到
    不然會常常都是重複的
    只好放棄
    還好我姊生孩子生得是時候:P

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  20. 小倩公主: 就是因為本身不是外食一族, 所以才會覺得難吧?
    但在台灣外食很便宜, 一條街(夜市?)之上可以有數十家(或百多家?)可試吃的店(或攤?)
    多倫多可不成, 一盤炒飯差不多會要兩百台幣. 長期的外吃, 薪水不夠花~

    妳也太過份吧? JOSH是這樣用的嗎? 快寫妳學校的黑幕吧~~

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  21. 大嬸也想看飛機維修......

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  22. tang: 大嬸? 在哪裡? :P
    好吧, 看看有哪一天的工作可以拍一下跟大家分享吧. (有圖比較好說...)

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  23. 不然Josh是怎樣用的??
    餓的時候填肚子? XD

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  24. 小倩公主: 我猜是觀賞用? 餵食用?
    :D
    不過他都那麼胖, 還是不要隨便餵食比較好.

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  25. 哈哈,這篇文回應這麼多
    我也來參一腳~
    寫什麼就隨著心情走吧
    像我不就擺爛快3個月了
    哈哈

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  26. 小天使: 擺爛好像不是一件好事吧?

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